“Never Existed”

Had I never known you exsisted, 

Love may not be so hard for me,

Had I never known you exsisted,

At such a feeble age maybe it wouldn’t have damaged me.

You damaged me,

Whether you realize it or not,

My emotional well-being was obviously your last thought,

I was young….So was my mind,

Far to naive at the time,

To come to the realization,

That this was not what I had imagined,

Invested my all into a fatalistic romance and look what happened.

Had I never known you exsisted,

Maybe my vision of Love wouldn’t be so clouded,

Had I never known you exsisted,

The long list of hearts gone that followed my own may not have been so long.

I was young when I surrendered my heart to you,

Giving you my all only to be used,

Don’t believe the hype it’s a 2 way street,

Men can be hurt too.

Had I never known you exsisted,

Prematurely to the maturity… That I needed,

To be able to conceive,

The Complexity of love as not only something Beautiful and Sweet…….

But now I also know the Nature of the Beast.

#vizionarythepoet

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